Good mornthing!
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blissmorganGood lord, I haven't posted in two weeks. That was a heck of a turtling.
I've been dealing with a lot of free-floating anxiety. Or rather, I haven't been dealing with it. I've not been talking with people, I've been drinking an inappropriate amount of wine, and I have let all the housekeeping slide to the point where pretty much everyone is uncomfortable.
Today is my day off. I got all the Spawn up and fed and out the door for enschoolenation, did some tidying in the kitchen (I can see the countertop again, yay!), loaded and started the dishwasher, and started a load of laundry while my coffee steeped. Then I granted myself the length of one episode of The Librarians to come to the living room and Just Sit - although in that time I have also reset my password here (forgot? What? Weird.), done some crocheting, and worked with someone via text to finally get savings accounts set up for the lad.
I am bad at Not Doing once I reach my breaking point, apparently. Or my Not Doing is just....busy.
To Do before I allow myself to start another episode of TL:
Hello errybuggy. You doing okay? Making it through the midwinter blaughs?
<3
I've been dealing with a lot of free-floating anxiety. Or rather, I haven't been dealing with it. I've not been talking with people, I've been drinking an inappropriate amount of wine, and I have let all the housekeeping slide to the point where pretty much everyone is uncomfortable.
Today is my day off. I got all the Spawn up and fed and out the door for enschoolenation, did some tidying in the kitchen (I can see the countertop again, yay!), loaded and started the dishwasher, and started a load of laundry while my coffee steeped. Then I granted myself the length of one episode of The Librarians to come to the living room and Just Sit - although in that time I have also reset my password here (forgot? What? Weird.), done some crocheting, and worked with someone via text to finally get savings accounts set up for the lad.
I am bad at Not Doing once I reach my breaking point, apparently. Or my Not Doing is just....busy.
To Do before I allow myself to start another episode of TL:
- move laundry from washer to dryer
- start next washload
- clean the garbage out of the living room
- pick up the CDs that are on the floor
- put all the couch cushions back where they belong
- move one (1) lounge chair so the two form sort of an L-couch shape, which didn't work last time I tried it but last time we didn't have a rug to keep things from sliding
- move the drawer fronts for J's bureau, and the plastic I have under them, to a part of the room where I can comfortably paint them while watching the next episode.
Hello errybuggy. You doing okay? Making it through the midwinter blaughs?
<3
