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18/11/18 12:41I have not been super awesome on posting and replying on the regular for the past few days, but I'm not bent out of shape at myself about it. Life has been So Much.
SALM is down in NJ with his mom and grandmother who, as it turns out, not only had a stroke but also has not eaten in the past week. She is mostly sleeping, waking up periodically to tell him she loves him, and his mom that she loves her. She is 92, and I think she has come to the end of her road.
Spawnfather texted with me for a bit last night; his mother has been sent home from the hospital on oxygen. She is in congestive heart failure.
I'm having all the feelings this week, interspersed with a kind of emotional dead air, because that is apparently Too Much all at once and my brain/heart need a break.
I'm doing a lot of crocheting this weekend. When things are a mess and there are endings, working on a project is a defiant act of creation and a definite act of grasping for control.
Hello, Blisstopia. <3
SALM is down in NJ with his mom and grandmother who, as it turns out, not only had a stroke but also has not eaten in the past week. She is mostly sleeping, waking up periodically to tell him she loves him, and his mom that she loves her. She is 92, and I think she has come to the end of her road.
Spawnfather texted with me for a bit last night; his mother has been sent home from the hospital on oxygen. She is in congestive heart failure.
I'm having all the feelings this week, interspersed with a kind of emotional dead air, because that is apparently Too Much all at once and my brain/heart need a break.
I'm doing a lot of crocheting this weekend. When things are a mess and there are endings, working on a project is a defiant act of creation and a definite act of grasping for control.
Hello, Blisstopia. <3
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